First Day of School

Today began at 5:00 am
I drove the road from my house to the High School a total of 6 times today.
School began at 7:45 am
I went through my classes....waiting to get excited.
At lunch I didn't know who to sit by....
I felt an obligation to talk to friends.....I didn't find any.
I felt like I didn't fit it.

• 9th grade was fun and a party.
• 10th grade I assumed I'd make close friends.
• 11th grade feels pathetic because I didn't.

I didn't want to be a tag-along, I guess I was too good at it.
(This isn't a post to complain or get sympathy....it's just how I felt today)